Tuesday, January 16, 2007 @10:06 PM
tired...exhausted... frustrated...this is what i m feeling now...sec2 is more stressful than last year not because i have taken up leadership roles but because i dun feel happy...i feel drake and lifeless.this is a very important year for the band as we are going to the SYFs this year-which determines whether band can raise our heads up high again with gold award.i wish everything would just slow down.
i feel as though i m being pulled everywhere listening to gossips .Studying real hard .Obeying rules especially now that i m VC .i m very tired i need to space out .everyday i come back home from school i work non-stop until 9.30 i sleep and i wake up again at 3 to 4 coz i m too stressed .then i start work again...this is my lifestyle ...no freedom not even on Sundays.adding to it i run 6km a week .24 rounds for band and 6 rounds round the field for PE.
it is not that i don't like Mrs Tay i think she is good but her voice is loud and sometimes i find it irritating .during lessons i find her voice like a blowfly going in and out of my head especially when the whole class is talking and she is trying to compete with the volume .omg why can't i CONCENTRATE.I seriously need help in chemistry .
dun stress me out!
ok i should talk about all the depressing stuff i shall smile and be happy ..melissa said that i sounded good i have improved a lot ..WOOTS WOOTS WOOTS WOOTS the first time she ever said it after months and months of toiling out my super huge lung capacity now...haha...MS BLASTER....MUAHAHA sounds cool.now i have to concentrate on getting a perfect embouchure so that i can reach the higher range notes .kk gtg sleep liaow..bb
